Portia de Rossididn’t formally come out — except to her grandmother.
In a conversation with wifeEllen DeGeneresonThe Ellen DeGeneres ShowTuesday, the 49-year-old actress recounted when she told her grandma that she was dating the famous comedian, now 64.
De Rossi recapped her relationship with her grandmother, including her grandma’s love of DeGeneres’s eponymous show — before the star made a historic decision.
“She was so special to me and she was a huge fan ofEllen. She loved the sitcom — in Australia. Loved the sitcom, wouldn’t miss an episode … until theepisode where she came out,” de Rossi said.
“Now, I know I’m gay at this point and I love my gran, and the minute that Ellen came out she refused to watch the show,” she said. “In fact, if a commercial for her show came on, she would change the channel and say ‘That disgusting woman.'”
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Years later, once de Rossi had begun her own acting career in Los Angeles, she returned to Australia to see her family.
Her grandmother asked if de Rossi was dating anyone — and the actress decided to reveal her sexuality, specifically her relationship with DeGeneres, despite her knowledge that the 99-year-old had soured on DeGeneres after she came out.
“At this point, my mom was supposed to have told Gran that I was with Ellen. And she knew that we lived together. And I said ‘Gran, I’m with Ellen.’ And she said ‘Ellen? Who’s Ellen?'”
De Rossi continued, “I said, ‘Yeah, you knew that I lived with Ellen,’ and she said, ‘Yes, and all this time I was worried that that lesbian was hitting on my granddaughter.'”
For a moment, de Rossi was unsure if her relationship with her grandmother would continue. “So she literally put her head in her hands for 20 seconds, 30 seconds, silent, and I thought ‘That’s it. I’ve killed my grandma,’ de Rossi said. “I really thought that I did. And she just looked at me, and she goes, ‘Well, I love you just the same.'”
The couple talked about the beauty of the moment and de Rossi’s grandmother’s decision to support her granddaughter.
After the couple married in 2008, the year that California made same-sex marriage legal, DeGeneres noted that her wife’s grandmother “died at 103 with our wedding picture next to her bed.”
source: people.com
